My favorite FNMTV episode so far. 8:43 P.M. Saturday, Jul 19 2008 

8:33 P.M. Saturday, Jul 19 2008 

I have changed my password a total of three times already! Not once have I remembered it.

Today I finally watched the greatness which is The Dark Knight. It really was an amazing movie. My only problem with it was the length. I thought it would never end – not that I wanted it to. There were some things I didn’t quite understand. What happened to the Asian guy in charge of all the investments? Did he seriously die on top of all the money after the Joker burned it?

Afterward, my friends and I walked around the mall. It still ended up being a split between the boys and girls. How funny.

I went home and realized I had lost my cell phone. As I searched and determinedly tore apart the house looking for it, I simply could not find it. It turns out my dad knew where it was all along (in his car) and decided he could “teach [me] a lesson” by hiding it. Well, the phone rang, and I found it. What pishposh!

Note to self: I owe Eric $7.25.

School is almost here. This year I’m not blowing it off. Freshman year ruined my academic career. It’s time to get serious (no pun on the Joker).

<3

& P.S. Thursday, Jul 17 2008 

WHY is my time setting on my blog so messed up?

JEEZ Thursday, Jul 17 2008 

fuck bitch ass FUCK

I say curse words at the most inappropriate moments, and I am going to STOP, starting NOW. It’s so unflattering and unladylike, and being inspired by an episode of MADE (shutup, it was amazing) has slapped those realizations in my face. I WILL stop. There’s so much to do in one month! I still haven’t read Pride and Prejudice or registered for driver’s ed yet, let alone done any decent working out. I’ve gotten myself sick, my layers are really not a big deal (yeah I’m not over it, SO WHAT), and despite all that, this is the best summer ever. Since my parents have realized that I’m actually not 6 years old anymore, they’ve been a bit loser on how much I can go hang with the friends. Although, I’m not allowed to date until I’m 50. Thanks Mom and Dad! My cousin-to-be has invited me to a bridal expo! I’m not sure what to expect, but it sounds pretty exciting! My friend Eric has invited me to watch The Dark Knight with a bunch of friends in celebration of his birthday, but it turns out another guy we all know has his birthday on the same day and has invited a lot of the people Eric has. That’s unfortunate. I’m sick of going to the mall. It’s no fun if you are broke and can’t buy anything! I can’t believe time is flying so quickly. In about a year I’ll be going job hunting! It seems like many people turn to lifeguarding over the summer. That would be totally awesome if I could actually swim properly and not be self conscious about my pubescent tween body (haha). I was thinking about the friends I have, and I’ve realized some of them are more like acquaintances – even the ones I’ve considered my BFFLS for a very long time. They don’t know much about my life, and I don’t know much about theirs. I feel like we hang out because we’d have no other place to go if we weren’t friends with each other. It sounds superficial, but that’s how I feel. I also feel like I say I would like to do something (stop cursing, stop judging) and then I forget about those things when the situation pops up. I really must make an effort to think before I speak; seriously – no matter who I am around, whether it be my best friend or worst enemy, I’ve gotta stop the foul language and harsh judgments. No one deserves to be talked about or gossiped in a mean way behind his or her back. It’s not nice, and it won’t bring me forward. Well, it’s four in the morning again and I have yet to sleep (as usual).

Hope all you people in the world are having a wild time!

<3

SUMMAAAA Tuesday, Jul 8 2008 

Alright, so I’ve gotten a few things done these past few days! I got around to seeing Wanted. Wow, seriously it is one of the BEST action flicks I have ever seen. There was lots of violence and blood, but really, what else could I expect? I also got around to seeing the finale of A Shot at Love 2. hahaha, I’m so behind, but anyway, WUT! Good ending. Well, not good for Tila but, good entertainment wise. A Shot at Love 3 coming? I would so watch it, no matter how disgusting it may be.

I heard about this new outlet that opened up about an hour away, and thankfully so did my mother! My parents and I took a drive and checked it out! I love it love it love it. I bought a load of stuff, which did not make my mother happy since you know, it’s her money and everything. =P I mostly bought a lot of shoes. I LOVE shoes. Some people collect rocks, belly button lint, or stamps – I collect shoes! I hate track sometimes, but I secretly love shopping for new spikes, haha. WOOOOOO FUN. I think I might be a sunglass collector also. Hopefully someday I’ll be able to afford those ridiculously expensive ones…or just get a knockoff!

So tomorrow I’m going to my friend Valerie’s birthday party, and I was really looking forward to playing on her slip and slide but my little “red friend” just had to visit. =( Ugh, what makes it worse is I have developed a slight rash on my face from some unknown symptom. I’ll be sitting by her pool wearing a cowboy hat and lots and lots of sunscreen developed for sensitive skin. Yay me! I haven’t gotten around to making her present yet. I’ve gotten all the materials I need but I just don’t know what to do. What do you call that? Present block? (Like writer’s block) Okay that was lame hahaha!

Later this week, I’ll hopefully be going to Chick-Fil-A dressed up like a cow hahaha. My dad thinks it’s ridiculous, since I’m the type of person who will probably spend more money making the outfit than on the meal itself! Whatever, I’m sure it will be lots of fun.

Then Saturday or Sunday, I’ll be going to another birthday party. I have NO idea what to get her. I am the worst gift giver of all time. I love giving funny presents though. I remember for her 16th or 17th I gave her a PMS kit. We all need one of those. :)

Alright, I’m out.